THE Y-FILES ISSUE 4 - Table Of Contents CLUB K.Y.

I'm Gonna Shake Up the System

by John McBride

Growing up in a world where we are spoon-fed lies and brainwashed minds. I don't find enjoyment in what others consider to be so valuable, like conforming to the system.

When history is dark and distorted and conspiracies become accepted by the mainstream that's when we have given up on the revolution. There is so much to be said about people who were killed as revolutionaries.

If Jesus was alive (assuming he existed) then don't you think the government would kill him? Do you really think he would agree with people being killed against their own will? Or these random acts of violence or unfair treatment?

Aren't we way overdue for some greater truth in terms of philosophy and life? Have we gone to far into the industrial revolution that we have rid ourselves of any spiritual significance?

In a perfect world love would be taught more then fear, money would be equally divided as well as education and there wouldn't be such a struggle for power, enlightenment would be a top priority. Ignorance would be considered a weakness, not a token of strength.

Because we get depressed, it's considered a weakness, when why we are depressed is the problem. The world is crazy. People don't know how to relate to it. That doesn't make us crazy. I don't like to relate to the world, which is where my dilemma is. I don't agree to admit defeat.

When good things come my way I will have so much more GRATITUDE for them compared to others who have never experienced darkness. I used to think I needed to change to fit the world. I don't now think I need to deny myself any love. I want to give people the real me, not the fabricated conditioned human.

I believe in non-conformity and have very strong views about the world that we live in. I don't believe that we have to life a life followed by the guidelines that are set out for us. Generally the people I have met seem to believe in all the shit that is passed down to them. I don't accept what school systems , religion or the government dictate for us. I know that in life I am searching for the truth.

I like to keep my windows open instead of getting stuck on a parade of definition. I like healthy debates and I can agree to disagree because I am a pacifist.

I think that people in general are intimidated by my point of view. I hope there comes a day that I will feel validated for all that I've gone through and I will feel like my experiences are worth something.

It's not like I think the world owes me something, don't misread me. I think the world owes everybody something more in terms of the truth.

- John McBride